Fall a sick.

I went home right after having lunch w my bunch of girls. I don't feel good inside out. I dont feel good outside in either. WTH am I writing? Basically, my body are heat are increasing as well as my heart aint feel so happy w what's happening. 

I hate the feeling being left out. Maybe I'm a lil too sensitive or what. But I somehow feel that I always the left out one and nobody really cares about my existence. Is like when they need my help they come to me and when they dont they dont give me a shit. /.\ Im enough w my family and relationship problem. Why my friends treat me de same too ? 

I don't get to sleep well yesterday night due to some sort of thing lingering in my mind. I woke up by 5am ! Is like FIVE IN THE MORNINGG! Arghhhh , god pls kill me . 

Rain just don't cease to fall

But you don't seem to care at all

I've been waiting patiently

For your love to come to me 

Sitting alone, in my misery

Now, all I feel is pain

And I refuse to keep playing this game

A game my life belonged to you 

Now you leave me black & blue

Dying inside, can't get you out of my mind 

How can you just break my heart & say goodbye

You told me that you loved me baby

So tell me why, said I win your heart

If I made your dreams come true

So I betrayed myself to be the man for you 

So why am I still by your side after all these lies ?

And why does it still break my heart to see you cry 

All I want is for you to have the perfect life

Even if you're not mine...