Well , this 4 days really a big nightmare . Seriously .. What I ate vomitted out . Nothing go in but everything comes out )): Cough till lung also wanna come out . Sick till wanna faint . Dehydrated because lil water was getting in . Freezing cold even with my long pants and jacket on . This causes me to drop my weight up to 3kg . I really feel so suffering . Pls dont come to me ever again ! Seriously , no !
Today , can consider recovered . my result for dengue was negative as well as the influenze viruses . Fever gone . Headache as well . But cough still with me .. WTHH ! But at least today I can eat something . I finally feel to eat .... ~ but still my tongue cant taste well .
By the way , I want to thanks granny for taking care of me going up and down for me . As well as hubby getting thru and flow fetching me to clinic .. =) thx all my beloved
While writting , I was listening to this and I found the lyrics that I love it very muchie
Nikki Flores - Selfish
I only thought of you and me and never anything else
The time we spent together kept me sane, it helped me to be myself
What I didn't realize is that the distance was breaking your heart
Even under you're best disguise, it was tearing you apart, baby.
It was...
selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be.
selfish, to want you here everyday, even though we were much too far away.
selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, leave me helplessy hanging on to you
selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us
Didn't wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby
Didn't wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby
When I am on the telephone I hear you say goodnight
Was hard to not the best way to keep the commitment light?
After all the fantasies, I couldn't see past, what could it be?
You were a part of me, but it had to be, oh it had to
'cause it was..
selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be.
selfish, to want you here everyday, even though we were much to far away.
selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, to leave me helplessy hanging on to you
selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us
Tell me, how can it be that I loved you with all my heart but I was heartless, I want to believe that there was still something I was running from, oh no, take this misery away, away.
It was...
selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be.
selfish, to want you here everyday, even though we were much to far away.
selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, to leave me helplessy hanging on to you
selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us
Didn't wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby
I only thought of you and me and never anything else
The time we spent together kept me sane, it helped me to be myself
What I didn't realize is that the distance was breaking your heart
Even under you're best disguise, it was tearing you apart, baby.
It was...
selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be.
selfish, to want you here everyday, even though we were much too far away.
selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, leave me helplessy hanging on to you
selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us
Didn't wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby
Didn't wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby
When I am on the telephone I hear you say goodnight
Was hard to not the best way to keep the commitment light?
After all the fantasies, I couldn't see past, what could it be?
You were a part of me, but it had to be, oh it had to
'cause it was..
selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be.
selfish, to want you here everyday, even though we were much to far away.
selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, to leave me helplessy hanging on to you
selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us
Tell me, how can it be that I loved you with all my heart but I was heartless, I want to believe that there was still something I was running from, oh no, take this misery away, away.
It was...
selfish, of me to give you my love and tell you that we would never be.
selfish, to want you here everyday, even though we were much to far away.
selfish, to think there was nothing wrong, to leave me helplessy hanging on to you
selfish, my heart was stuck in denial, there were too many miles between us
Didn't wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby
Didn't wanna hurtcha baby, never meant to hurtcha baby
No comments:
Post a Comment