Recent me .

It's been like more then a week my blog is ' dead ' . Within this week , happens a lot of thing .. 

Last thursday I didn't go work due to the shoes hurts my leg alot and that jackie says must make up to work and Imma lazzy to do that !! ): 

On friday, went to work as usual at pavilion .. Never miss out my Bii who will always come accompany me for lunch ^^v weee.... After work, went to his relative house for baby's full month party . There started ghost stories and makes me felt so cold after all =.= LOL! funniest thing was... My bii afraid xD Buahaha ~ My lil angel scare weee... and after he sent me home he speed home from my house for 10 mins ... Zzzzz

Saturday, went to work .... Didn't do much as this so called freelance job . Got a call from bro and he ask me to meet up end up ain't good after all . My first time to club ... hmm~

Sunday, last day of work weee.... after work I straight away back home and trying to call topshop for my shift and he said OFF . It's been awhile ever since on monday till now I've got no job for part timer LOL !

All I want to say is about today . I did him wrong baby . Sorry ain't the best word after all . I would prove it with my action . I knew that I'm childish . and you know I need you to guide thru me with patience and caring . No one came to the world wouldnt have done mistake . I might done more mistake if it's compared with others . Hope that you'll just forget and forgive . Bii, I might be a lil weird to you . I need your time to change me . I can't 100% sure I will be the perfect one , but I promise I try as long as you willing to give me chance . You endure my 'princess syndrome' . You endure my temper and emotion . You shower those loves that I'm desperate for . You gave me all your family warm . You share your adventure with me . You give me the best you can. You try to fulfill what I want. You make everything easy when I find it so hard. Sometimes I might be a lil stupid and I just didn't how to comunicate and tolerate with human . Ever since my parents aint together , I don't like to talk much especially when it comes to my deep down feelings . You'll find it weird when sometimes I want to talk something end up didn't speak it out . I find it so hard to talk for my own feelings . Pls understand . I know that we're same . HOT TEMPER . We ain't patience much . But I hope that after cooling down you ain't gonna go away . Bii, you love me . ♥