You still not there ?

It happened alot . Which I wanted to tell you at my first thought but I decided not too . I wish you could talk to me first and slowly we can start our topic . But it didnt end up the way I hope , as usual .


Then , I texted you twice with no reply . With my helpless feeling , I'm gone even worse . When to find Soo Ling to stop my mind thinking things that depress me . 


Whatever , life are meant to be happy . I wanna enjoy tonight 99 :)

Sometimes , I tell myself that maybe I should just stop hoping.