I sincerely hate myself for being so FUCKING soft hearted ! I said I won't write about him but I cant stop that ! Why do you have to say all these too me when Im just half way out from hell ? and all you do is wanna drag me back ? Is that seeing me in tears is all you ever wanted ? You said you love me just like before .. You said saying break up is because you loved me too much .. Yet is that means that you have to had another relationship WIDELY OPEN in facebook like NO ONE knows ? What would my mum be saying and your mum huh ? is not like you DIDNT KNOW that they didnt play fb ! Alright ! Stop bullshitting lying yrself and tell me this and that .. First girl , I can forgive . Second girl , I believe you still . Third girl , I tot no matter how nothing gonna tear us . I still DO BELIEVE you . What do I see now is ... the FORTH girl . Yet all you tell me wad ? Ppl around me telling me stop believing but I insist . But seems like the faith for me in you was wrongly put . It hurts me even more when yu trying to pull back the relationship . You the ONE who say you're BORED on me ! Dont come and go like just how you wish the story goes .. Stop treating me like a BITCH of yours .
The ring . and everything you bought . even Lucky .. I promised to give you back when I finally put this down . And im giving up this minute because you didnt even understand what I was acutally saying break up . Im so disappointed .
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