Final . Decisions .

Well , all these while I was so freaking tired trying my best to be the one you wish to be with ... Trying to suit your taste , your status . But human are still human .. They have their limitation . Perhaps my EQ is low so and whatever . Past is past , don't have to find out who is wrong and right already . If you think all these while I'm not giving enough then sorry . If you think I wasn't trying to make a change then take it that way . Because explaning at this moment aint gonna make things go better . Goodbye my luckless romance . 

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Finally , I made up my mind . I will go for the operation the day after tomorrow . Joanna , you're closest friend to my family .. I know you'll be reading my blog . I wish you can tell this to my granny on thursday 11am . Don't worry , I got confident to be alright . You know I always can't express my real feeling deep down my heart . So I wish you to represent me to tell them the decision I had made . Sorry , always keep you in trouble . I wish to be healthy when I go back to school and take my SPM result . Pray hard for me all my babes who read my bloggie ♥