It's sunday 16th Oct , I went breakfast alone . Finish up my comic book and went home start all my war with econ's 12 essay question ... ! It's really killing me , it took me more than 2 hours to finish it @@ Wow .... !
Monday , 17th I argued with granny and aunt . The following next day . I wish he could come to me and pamper me treating me nicely as I cried like a guinea pig >< but all i get was treating me so cold replying me words I dont wanna hear at all ): I skipped a class of accounting ....
I went to class after that , getting my QM test result and i was shock with my marks I thought I could get like 50 plus only . out of expected , shouldn't me be happy ? I felt nothing . I seriously felt lifeless . ):
Went to Fish head noodles shop but dun have fish pase I usually eat >< Shui-punya day !
I know he tried to settle my problem . But I all I ever need was an ear to listen to my problem . Do you ever know ? People said , the luckiest girl is when she found a guy who is her boyfriend and girlfriend as well . Or am I dreaming alone ? You gave me money , I know you're trying to make me argue lesser at the same time it makes me feel guilty . I asked my friend's opinion all of them said it's no wrong using boyfie's money but it doesnt make me feel good with my heart and I cant tell why . You might get hurt when you read but I just want to write all my true feelings here .
Following the 20th of the month , which is today . It's our 5 MONTH ANNIVERSARY . I'm repeating myself it's 5th month okay ? Should I blaming you for not remembering or dont know how to count ? Even if you're not sure , look out at the bottom of my blog ! I rather you pretend you dont remember a thing than telling me the wrong thing , do you know ? ): What bad excuses are you giving ? Want to celebrate with me and because of that you're skipping the class today ? Ridiculous ever . You asking me do I remember what day is today , Im asking you what month are we being together ? LOL ! Those words tears me down ... And you're like without apologising and trying to act nothing and ask me to look for you on these IMPORTANT day ? Are you kidding me ? I planned everything ... And you ruined it so badly . I tot you will follow mum to shop and I waited till 1 pm for you after class ended !! Called you till my phone gonna burst , you're not answering !! To make sure you're not here before I decide to go home I called kakak ! And all I heard was you're still SLEEPING ! Continue your sleeping then . I wanted to spent my day with you I even brought all my clothes and everything . I wanted to go for a lunch or dinner and a movie later on since you've said you've wanted to watch real steel that bad . I was so touched because I told you I wanted to watch ' Love You You ' boring romantic movie that you wouldn't like it so much . ): You still dare to ask me why do I have to sound like this when you texted me ? LOL Thanks for everything . Thanks for putting all the blame on me and thanks for ruining all my plan . And you've leave me with a message sounds like this ; okay lo . then nvm lo . bye . Seriously , thanks for all these hurtful words .
hi there, i'm sunny. Well, there are times we faced a lot of unfortunate events. The point is depend on how we deal with the situation when we encounter it.
ReplyDeleteAfter reading this post, I got lots of pampering advise to say but since it's a compilation of events that you gave yourself the courage to expressed it out, I'll give you merit for that so I just go straight to the point.
Of all things that had happened. Please cheer up. Everything will be alright soon =)
by the way , the for the advices . my blog was like so dead not a single person who want to read about it anymore ): aiks .
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