Once upon a time .

It's been like once-upon-a-time long that I abandoned my bloggy . It's seems like life is too hectic till I dont want to get my blog updated . Nah ! I'm just suck in time management . I'm like a pig needs alot of time to sleep yet I still complains I'm sleepy . Teehee :') I need more time larhhhh for a day to spent . Needs to accompany boyfy . Go for classes . Rush for assignment . Homework . Exams . Hang out . Handle conflicts in lifes and soooo muchhhh more . 


Sincerely , I really need to be selfish for sometimes . I need my own time . Guess what ? My room messy like hell yet I just got myself clear out dust ONLY right at the moment before I sit in front of the comp =.= Arwww , slap me for my laziness . I can't stand it ! Even the mag I bought last month I havent got chance to read it yet now it's end of JULY @@ Darn ! Exam is just around the corner . Tzeyan , wake up wake up ! Have to study larh . I don't want to just say , I want to do !! )= Help me ?! Got my computer , iphone and everything out from my room so I can concentrate . 


Aiks , it's been like a mess to me for these month . Alot of things happened . I should describe it as MUCH than MANY so it's shows that it's totally out of the count . My god ! Well , life goes on .

Exam exam go away ... come again another day ..
Make it faster holiday , so I spend it with joyfulness .

Wow , seems like I skipped the 2 month's anni post ... xDD Well , it's been too much to say . 

Hubby , do you know , out of realising you've been a very important person in life ? 

(eventhough we always argue . Teeheee .) 

It's been like average each day I spent more that 10 hours with you ..

It's like a routine to have you by the side . 

I really want you to know , I might be silly all the time .

I always say things that makes you misunderstand .

I always got you disappointed with every word/thing I spoke/ act .

I always wanted you to know things without telling you right by my mouth .

Yeah , you did it well . But sometimes , you might miss up something .

I sometimes tend to keep it not because I want things to get worse but I just want to skip a moment without depressed .

Too much of sadness doesn't really healthy in a relationship .

But I'm happy enough because even when you're sad you'll still make your best to create a smile on my face .

Hubby ,

I want to be the girl you wish to be with ,

I want to be the girl you goofy around when you're upset,

I want to be the girl you afraid to lose ,

I want to be the girl you tells anything to , 

I want to be the girl you feels comfortable to share things with ,

I want to be the girl you needs ,
I want to be the girl you cared ,  
I want to be the girl you enjoy happiness together,
I want to be the girl that gives you unforgetable moments ,
I want to be the girl you only promised to ,
I want to be the girl you spent your whole life with , 

But most of all , all I really want is to be the girl you love the most , boy . ♥

I'm not a good lover . I mess up.
I start fights. I get jealous easily.
I am demanding and I always get mad.


But there are three things I can tell for sure is :
I dont play.
I give my all.
& I love deeply.

Hope each words I choose would bring out the meaning I want to tell you
and doesnt lead you to any misund again.

Ily .